Man, the summer is hitting an all time low...Or i'm just getting really restless with all this boring stuff that is going on. Today and yesterday was almost to drive me mad, good thing I got to take the car out those days. For some reason the summer isn't holding as fun as it could be...

At least before when I wasn't online and doing nothing people where calling to more cleaning now that I don't have to do that anymore it's just boring. I finally got around to turning in my signature to my jc, Ohlone. Wasn't that big of a deal, i'm taking the placement test tomorrow at 6pm. That just means I'll have a car but who knows when it will end.

On another note, Fanime, the anime convention, I'm cutting it short because I have to take my mom to the mall.

I guess I'll start posting here again. My other blog died out with the quickness...It was a year how long it lasted. I'm currently working on a layout for a new blog area but I need to get photoshop 7.0 on this computer to do it. I'll probably just head over to my friend house to do it.

Well it's the middle of June, and it's getting warmer most of the time. It makes me want to go to the beach..It's been almost a year since I've been to one. I miss it a lot. I feel at place when I'm in the ocean, even though I suck at swimming. Maybe I'll start planning something or another. Yeah maybe I will..and invite people and those people invite people and it'll be big..Haha only in my dreams, everytime I invite people only a few people show up.

I've been cleaning up a lot lately and moving stuff. It's not even a little bit either it's like cleaning the freakin garage but it's the back yard. But so far it looks nice. We got cubicles up and it's like a little club house. There's a big table and a foo's ball table too. Maybe that'll be "the guy's" club house for a little bit.

On another note my brother turned 21...He's legal to buy alcohol now, I bet he's going to be doing that a lot. I personally could care less but he's always into it and stuff like that. I guess that's why we are opposite. I mean we contrast in every view possible, the only thing that you could say is that we sorta, maybe a little look alike. Even though I'm adopted haha. I mean he always wants to just sleep with a chick, I don't think it's right to just sleep with them without really knowing them. He also can make friends like nobody's buisness but I can only do it with a select few, basically the people who give me a chance. He's don't have pimples and I got them up the wazoo. But I'm sure that everybody knows that.

I've been listening to a lot of boy bands/slow songs I dunno why but i'm just in the mood. I made an oragami peacock for someone but I'm too scared to it to her...Everybody I tell this too thinks i'm stupid, but...It scares me...just talking to her, even online...Such a weird feeling that I can't overcome... THat's all for now. see ya...nobody.

Well...It's been a long time since I've last blogged here. I finally graduated and that's probably why I am writing this one here. It's an abandoned blog but, might as well write in it one more time. Well I finally graduated High School even though half the people in my family were skeptical about it because I had an F in math analysis. Damn that Bronson I hate him so much. If I didn't have his class I'd have such a higher GPA. But yesterday we had practice and the actual ceremony. The ceremony wasn't as bad as it could have been. I also heard that 2 people got kick off the field for lifting up their gowns and they had words on the their clothing underneath. I mean it was cold and all, but I feel sorry for the girls who wore skirts and stuff..After the ceremony I went around taking pictures and what not and the went home. Then I got 50 dollar from my aunt and a FLYING COW! OMG it's soo cool. Oh that reminds me..After I walked across the stage my wood teacher came up and gave me a letter. It was a letter I had made when I was a freshman and it had all the things I liked to do and where I hanged out and stuff like that. After that I went to andrew's house (andrew-brian) we just sat around I played video games while he chatted online and stuff like that. It's been awhile since I been to his house. We kinda separated in high school. But it's cool.

Well on a personal note....I am not going to see a lot of people anymore, probably ever again. Some of it's bad and some of it's good. Some people are just there. Change is hard but it's also good, so I guess that when I go to college and I don't see the people that I used to see I'll be forced to make new friends, or at least I hope I can. And maybe I'll find someone...

Nanona:
ok  sooo i didn't post last night...my sister got home from going out all day and my dad was really pissed and i didn'twant him to take it out on me so i went to sleep like right after i got online. yesterday was a long day, it started off with my dad waking me up at 7 am -_- he made me go running with him so went to school and ran a mile and went home took a shower and fell asleep again. woke up decided to check on everyone. called vince, david,vince jeff.. turns out david couldn't go but jeff could now. what irony!! but oh well, i pick everything i need and headed off toward vince's house, of course i was carrying the peacock for master ti and when i was crossing the creek towards jeffs house i kinda...slipped and almost dropped it XD but i rather get wet than loose that thing. so i saw jeff washing his car and i went and told him what happened and then he let me use some of his pants while he dried my pants. -_- yah, i was in jeff's pants. called vince to see what was up and we talked some about the rpg and what not. then jeff was done so i got my pants picked everything up and we walked to vince's house, jeff had this s to the fifth power sandwich. got there david was there and i grabbed a soda and we headed to mercado. i could have used my free ticket but it was the matanee(sp?) so i didn't well master ti was there when we got there, i was waiting for the right time to give it to her but everything i tried too she'd turn away XD.of course she caught on that i was hiding something...so yah the way i finally did it was that i took the rose that was hiding in the bottom of the peacock and then i showed it to her and then i was about to pull out the peacock when she gave me a hug ^^'' but i still gave it to her so it was still fine. we went to go see RE, resident evil, it was alright, like david said it wasn't bad nor good so would exceptional. after that we went to svgl jam packed in tina's brother's car? it wasn't that bad until ken tried to put his arm around me ...-_-... when we got there we tried to play puzzle fighter but it was kinda full, so we went out to go eat after a while..  we went to safeway, got some drinks and food, i met henry..i think that's his name...we all got something and then we went back and we went out by the golf course and sat and chilled, and then we were like talking and what not, ken and vince went inside and then henry went inside and then jeff went inside? we were both sitting there talking and jeff comes out behind us and surprises us, or at least me. then jeff mom called and said she was going to go soon, so we said our goodbyes and he went to go wait at the parking lot. then we went inside to go play some puzzle fighter...she got me the first time...then i kinda, won the rest -_- sorry...i didn't mean to be so mean about beating you and all...so after a while she leaves, and i kinda wonder where she was going...and then ken comes and he challenges me and he almost beat me but i guess that shows how lucky we both are, it's not skill ^^'' master ti was all down like when i went outside looking for her..she was with daisy and henry and vince. oh yeah i had david's bunny ears in my pocket so it looked likei just killed a bunny and put it in my pocket. after a while master brought out her camera, and she started to take pictures but she didn't want pictures of herself but i got some, i hope you didn't delete them... i wanted to see them ^^. but if you did it's alright i mean it is your picture and it is your camera. then we see corey(sp?) he was looking for steph, so we go inside to go see vince play doubles, and then he failed the 4th stage, he wanted to play freckles ^^'' but life isn't fair. we saw eugene(sp?) play doubles on keyboard mania XD~~ it was sooo soo crazy i guess with my supposed long finger i could play but i guess i never really tried. corey was asking tina about giving steph a ride home because he wanted to see her, but then after we went back outside he was all pissed like... and then we explain the whole situtation to us and i didn't know what to say because i never had anything close to a relationship in my whole life, i kinda blocked myself from bad expierence from when i was younger, and didn't really open up until kinda like the end of sophormore year...
man this is a long blog
i think i'm going to move it to my personal one i thnk i'm talking too much space on this one even though i made it XD anyway, well at one point we all were inside i thnk at this point henry and diasy already went home, and then ken was playing ddr and this lady in blue was watching corey asked me who she was and i look and i was i dunno it might be ken's mom ^^'''''''' and then i said you should go ask and he like, ëxcuse me are you his mom?" lady: WHAT!?!?!?!?!?! of course not!!!!!!
then when she left corey came back up to me man she was hella pissed and insulted and i was standing there laughing, and he was like hahah that made my dad so i think he wasn't as upset about the whole steph situtation as much as before, and he's going to send me the ride ont he light music video XD!!! ok so after i kinda didn't want ot exchange some more money for tokens so i just followed tina around, and we talked about stuff like weird stuff...lik pervertedness and there were a lot of thing that man be interpeted in different ways...but i guess in way i am one, as the supplier, yeah anthony you know what i'm talking about. it's about 930 and then tina called her parents and/or sibling to come pick her up... and then she went to go say goodbye to vince and ken but ken was wondering if he could get  a ride too ^^'' so then we walked them out and then waved goodbye and went back to the old games section of the golfland and sat on the comfy seats of a racing game ^^;; and vince told me the story of how he and anne met, it was such a good one i still need to hear the ending, and maybe one day your'll tell me what happened during middle school. well his dad came at the end of the story. at was such a good one XD. final goodbye final goodbye!!! i need to hear it!. so anyway so we talked on the way back, and when i got home my dad was mad so i didn't want to be around so i went online and then my sister came home i think? and then he was soo pissed she was suppose to move all her stuff into the room on saturday and she didn't so he made her i was like ohh shit i better go to sleep before he takes it out on me and i got offline and ran to my room and went to sleep. tha'ts all for yesterday i don't think you'll see a post like this for a while ^^''

well also you know the more you say for me not to miss you, it'll only make me miss you more and if you say for my too miss you more, then i'm just going to miss you more than when you said for me not to miss you.
well that's all for yesterday i think i should stop because it's allready hella long